Wednesday, March 2, 2011

NORMAL?

I got this in an email last week sometime.  It really bothered me, because I feel like people think this way of me.  "She looks normal, she dresses normal, but she ISN'T."
Like I said in a post earlier this week I have had people tell me I intimidate them.  That is NOT normal.  I have a fight inside myself.  I feel normal, but clearly I am NOT TREATED NORMAL.  (for one example, the girls gave all the ladies who have had babies a baby blanket.  it is "tradition" in the ward.  I'm still waiting for Karrea's blanket.)

I talk too much.  I voice my opinion too much.  I share the "spirit" too much.  I am just too much.  I know too much.  I say COOL or AWESOME too much.  My hair is too much.  My clothes are too much for some people.  I care too much, I love too much.  AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I am NOT NORMAL.
Just today though I felt okay with NOT being NORMAL.
Today, I am what Maxine says.  And I'm okay with that.
How about you?  Are you normal?

1 comment:

Adrienne said...

There is no such thing as "Normal" anyway...