I can't stand that I am so tender hearted. It seems as if I'm getting my ONE feeling hurt so much lately. I can't stand it.
I love that I cry when my kids bare their heartfelt testimony on mothers day of how funny I am. That I sacrafice so much for them. They ask me to do something and I do it. Their friends call me mom number 2, or Super MOM.
Yet, there is someone always to take their foot and swipe it and I fall to the ground. Or I get punched in the back and I can't catch my breath!
I wished there was a magic box that would tell me what I'm supposed to learn from the pushes, and the punches and the trips.
I prayed about going to Grand Junction with Chris and Adrienne. The thought of hanging out with Trish, and GG, and Auntie J and Auntie Laurie got me over giddy!
I said to Adrienne, I would love to go with you guys, but I can't leave until 4:00 (Shai doesn't get off the bus). Chris said he's leaving at 2:00.
OUCH! FLAG!!! They don't want you to go.
I called Chris. He said I could go but I couldn't hang out with them. They are going to do what they are going to do and I cannot tag along. I said, who says I want to tag along. I'm okay with it as long as you don't leave me in Denver. Haha.
And there is a stipulation. If you are annoying I get to tell you you are being annoying, is that okay?
I said.........Well, I guess I won't go, because I don't want to be the dead aunt on the top of the station wagon. (national lampoons vacation with chevy chase)
I tried really hard to laugh it off. The more I thought about it (and still do) tears just stream down my face!
I texted him and her to ask WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU SAY THAT? I'm puzzled. I'm confused. But I guess that is just me. Put it on the list of ANNOYING!
I really wished I had the heart of a grinch. Small and no one could TOUCH IT!