Blessed. Got my old friend back on my Visiting Teaching List. YAY! Mourn for others to be on there tho. Feeling good in the Kearney Ward again. I think turning 41 has given me much needed strength. It's like I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK....Only What God thinks. I wished I was 40, 20 years ago! haha. I know I have said that a few times this year. I'm sure I'll change my mind once the wrinkles start appearing.
I am grateful for the Business that Ron has. He has grown up a lot. Appreciates his spare time, appreciates all that his family does for him. I wished he would have had this opportunity years ago. MAYBE life would have been happier. I know through our trials tho we have learned different life/eternal skills. Like...you really should listen to each other. It's better to be NICE than RIGHT.
I am grateful for the rain. As we drive to Hastings and back I see the farmers watering the fields. I see the Platte River low. God knows what is needed and is giving it freely?
I am grateful for a good nights Sleep. I had been asking for REST....so I would lay there. My body was at REST, but my eyes and mind were awake. My prayers changed at night. Dear Father, please bless me with a good nights Sleep. Haha! So far it has worked. Haha! I have slept, and rested. I love it!
Marriage! Another one bites the dust. They have been married over 5 years and they gave it up. I didn't know you could get a divorce online for 155.00. Wow! That is only a days work. What is this world coming too? It truly saddens me to think that he wants to be alone the rest of his life. Some days I feel like I want to be, but give me a day by myself, all I do is eat and watch t.v. That is boring! haha! I don't think I would be good totally on my own. Besides, I am reminded I have a good man. (snickers) Thanks Mom, you always did like him BEST! He is still learning how to use his words! HA
I found out what too nice may mean. Flirty! I have been reminded that some people don't like NICE. Someone I know is going through a court ordeal because His NICENESS was taken as harrassment. Which is totally absurd, but its happening in this world today, even if the lady is in her 90's. Personally, I would have taken a NICE comment as a compliment at 90 not a slap in the face...sexual harrassment. SADNESS.
Does absence makes the heart grow fonder?
Life is good. I have calmed down my NICEness, but still choose to be NICE! just not TOO nice! haha!